Thursday, February 14, 2008

5 years ago today...

Josh picked me! February 15, 2003 is when Josh proposed to me and asked me to be his wife. I am so happy that he chose me...I feel so lucky. I love that man with all of my heart and I just pray that our relationship only grows stronger and stronger! I'm learning to stop worrying about and stewing over the small, insignificant stuff, as well as things that happened in the past. Life is too short, and I just want us to put everything that has happened behind us and look to the future. I really want us to enjoy each other and actually start living our life together, and to the fullest! Why he chose me is beyond my understanding, but I can not see us ever being without one another. As I've told him many times, especially lately, I feel that I'm just totally and completely addicted to him! I feel so safe and loved by Josh, and I don't even feel like I deserve all the love he has for me. I know there is no way he could ever even imagine how much I love him and the way I feel about him. I'm always wanting to do something to prove how much I love him, but I'm just at a loss of what I could do. I'm just so thankful and grateful to have him in my life.

I love you baby, so much more than you will ever know! Thank you for loving me, through the good and the bad, and being so patient with me. I'm counting the days, as I know you are too, until we can be in each other's arms again, and just start our life together all over. I feel like even though we've been apart for so long, and will be apart for another 6 months, that we've been given a chance to start over and make it even better. I miss my better half...my best friend. You are a wonderful, thoughtful and loving man, and I am so thrilled to be your wife! - xoxo

2 comments:

Chad said...

You guys are awesome. Can't wait to see you both again.

Teale said...

You've made it over halfway... yay!