First off, let me start by saying thank you to all readers of my blog. You have put up with my many ramblings and emotions for quite some time now, and whether you read my posts word for word or just skimmed over them, I can not tell you how "therapeutic" this has been! There's something about just getting on here and typing away. From reading some other blogs, I feel sometimes that I'm going about this all wrong. The majority of what I read is people talking about their day to day lives, which is so interesting to me because I feel that my life is so boring, or at least it has been for the last year. When I write a post, a lot of the time I do write about what's going on with me in my life, but a lot of the time I also write about my feelings and such. I guess there's really no right or wrong to this, as long as you do it!
So I'm not really going to say much. I'm just so ready for Tuesday, and so ready to find out what is going to happen. Is Josh coming home with me? Am I going to have to leave him at the halfway house and drive off without him again? Are things going to be the same when he does come home? Are he and I going to be the same?
Deep down, I do feel that we are both better people coming out of this. I also believe that our relationship is stronger and will continue to grow. I really don't know what I'm trying to say I guess, I just hope and pray that it's an easy transition for us both being back together, but more so for Josh. I really think he'll have a more difficult time simply because he's the one that been "out of the loop", you know what I mean? I just want him to feel as comfortable as possible with his surroundings and to get back into the groove of things.
I guess these are my thoughts for now...I'll try to write again before Tuesday. I did tell my co-workers that they will have to shoot me with a tranquilizer Monday because I will be unbearable. Luckily I'm going to be sooo busy that the time should just fly by!
Thanks for reading and I hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend!!
***3 more days, or 2 days and a wake up as Josh says***
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I can't imagine how you are feeling. I'm so happy for ya'll to finally get to be back together again after so long. I do believe that ya'll will be a stronger couple after going thru this. Your life isn't boring and I do believe that blogging does help and I can hardly wait to met Josh. I hope one day all the couples can get together and go out to eat of something. You are such an encourager to me. I really have enjoyed getting to know you. Good luck on Tuesday and I'm praying that everything will go well and he will get to go home with you soon. Can't wait for the next post.
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