Well, for some reason I counted my days again today, recounted, recounted again and then wrote all the days out only to realize that AF isn't due until tomorrow. Tomorrow! I'm not even due for it yet! Am I insane?? How could I have miscounted that badly??? I have had myself convinced that this was it!
And yes, I know that it still could be, but I fooled myself. How could I full myself so easily into thinking that I was pregnant and feeling the "symptoms"?? Why do I continue to let my emotions take hold? If this isn't the month, I don't know whether to go on with the fertility doctor, to try a new doctor or to just wait. I'm confused. I've been praying to be led in the right direction, but what if I mislead myself?
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He knows our hearts and He so understands your desires. Rest easy, sweet friend, and let Him handle this. Don't be so hard on yourself. Just grit those teeth, let it go, and go give your man a hug. It shall happen. In His time ~ and have a great week. Stormy and rainy, but great!
It will all work out, I know that is frustrating though. Hope your insticts are correct though... Hang in there!
Been there, done that SEVERAL times :(
Hang in there friend and keep praying!!!
Hi. I don't know you, but have been through what you're going through. My advice to you is to try a new doctor. Clomid was originally designed as a contraceptive, so in some women it acts as a contraceptive instead of a fertility treatment. I learned this all from a very smart man named Dr. Richard Blackwell, UAB Kirklin Clinic. His genius helped me get pregnant instead of trying the same thing over and over again with no luck. Good luck to you and your husband!
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